#AnnMarieGideon – Rosepoint Publishing

Book Blurb:

In 1942, Europe remains in the relentless grip of war. Just beyond the tents of the Russian refugee camp she calls home, a young woman speaks her wedding vows. It’s a decision that will alter her destiny…and it’s a lie that will remain buried until the next century.

Since she was nine years old, Alina Dziak knew she would marry her best friend, Tomasz. Now 15 and engaged, Alina is unconcerned by reports of Nazi soldiers at the Polish border, believing her neighbors that they pose no real threat, and dreams instead of the day Tomasz returns from college in Warsaw so they can be married. But little by little, injustice by brutal injustice, the Nazi occupation takes hold, and Alina’s tiny rural village, its families, are divided by fear and hate. Then, as the fabric of their lives is slowly picked apart, Tomasz disappears. Where Alina used to measure time between visits from her beloved, now, she measures the spaces between hope and despair, waiting for word from Tomasz and avoiding the attentions of the soldiers who patrol her parents’ farm. But for now, even deafening silence is preferable to grief.

Slipping between Nazi-occupied Poland and the frenetic pace of modern life, Kelly Rimmer creates an emotional and finely wrought narrative. The Things We Cannot Say is an unshakable reminder of the devastation when truth is silenced…and how it can take a lifetime to find our voice before we learn to trust it.

My Review:

I do enjoy the split timeline stories, this being one that jumps between 1940s Poland and today—well, at least recent.

It is Alice whose story is present day, a mother with a challenging seven-year-old boy on the autism spectrum. She also has a ten-year-old daughter, gifted, and the extremes split the household and create tension hourly. Alice has dug in 180% to the care of her son, Eddie. Her husband Wade has distanced himself from the boy and has no clue about the stress his care creates within the family. His life is his business.

Back in Poland in the late 1930s, early 40s, Alina is a teenager in love with her fiancé Tomasz. He has left for college, promising to return often to visit. The plans of both, however, are dashed when Germany invades and her brothers are forced to leave for work camps. Suddenly, their world is one of scarce food, the loss of freedom, and death.

The storyline has Alice’s grandmother suffering a stroke and facing end-of-life. They find a way to communicate with her, but she asks the impossible—that Alice travel to Poland on a mission. Unfortunately, she has no idea what it is she is seeking. And she is sure husband Wade has no clue how to care for Eddie or to what degree this will be a challenge for him.

In the meantime, Alina’s story begins to dig deep into the story of occupied Poland and the horrors beginning to become apparent. As so often happens, I find the story of Alina deeply emotional, immersive, and totally engaging, more so than Alice’s who continues to berate the very little Wade understands about the care of Eddie. He is confident, however, that as a man with a Ph.D. who oversees more than three hundred employees, he’ll have no problem with his son and daughter.

Alice very reluctantly travels to Poland where she’ll have a Wade-arranged guide to begin the quest for her grandmother, the woman who so often provided her with the love and support she lacked from her own mother. Her calls home usually end in escalated, tension-filled discussions of his failure to understand the complexities of a non-verbal Autistic child.

Alina’s story turns ever darker and more heartbreaking, exploring the depths that a woman can reach and successfully rise above, and begins to come together piece by piece, particularly after she is finally granted a visit with a long-lost great aunt. Reading those accounts, I can’t help but believe I’d fail in the same life-and-death struggle. I can’t even imagine the strength and conviction it must take to face those life and death odds, the sacrifice involved. But that’s the wonder of the human spirit isn’t it—that basic instinctual will to live.

The conclusion pulls together to create a beautifully satisfying narrative filled with intensity and passion. I won’t say I didn’t figure out how it would play out, heartbreaking though it was, knew that would be the story. We don’t or can’t really know the lives of those who came before us, can we?

Definitely an inspirational saga and one I heartily recommend, particularly as an audiobook. Great job by the narrators. I downloaded a copy of this audiobook from my local well-stocked library. These are my honest thoughts.

Book Details:

Genre: Jewish Literature & Fiction, Jewish Historical Fiction
Publisher: Harlequin Audio
ASIN: B07MRKPHKR
Listening Length: 13 hrs 47 mins
Narrator: Ann Marie Gideon, Nancy Peterson
Publication Date: March 19, 2019
Source: Local Library (Audiobook Selections)
Title Link: The Things We Cannot Say [Amazon]

Rosepoint Publishing: Four point Five Stars

The Author: Kelly Rimmer is the New York Times, Wall Street Journal, USA Today and internationally best selling author of contemporary and historical fiction novels including The Secret Daughter, The Things We Cannot Say, and Truths I Never Told You. Her latest novel, The Warsaw Orphan, was released in June 2021. Kelly lives in rural Australia with her family and a whole menagerie of badly behaved animals.